Monday, October 31, 2005

Fall is here

The leaves are finally changing color and falling to the ground. There is a crispness in the air and it's cold enough at night that I have to turn on the heater in my apartment. I have to wear a coat in the morning and have the presence of mind to remember to take it home at night so I can wear it the next morning. On the 2 streets leading up to my complex, the trees make archways over the road, and when they turn colors it's absolutely beautiful.

Two of the folks in my small group D & D are now engaged!!! They are getting married on Jan. 21st (pretty fast!) and I have been asked to be a bridesmaid. I have never done that before and am pretty excited, and honored to have been asked. There will be over 14 bridesmaids, so I am part of a crowd, but there will be over 1000 people invited to the wedding so, ratio wise it's good! It's just a really huge wedding. But that's the type of people they are. The are very welcoming, with big smiles and big lives.

God bless.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

God and Science

I have been leading a study group on tuesdays, using the book Do science and religion conflict. I mentioned this in an earlier post. It's a good group of people and the discussions are pretty lively. The book is a little lacking in detail though.

I also mentioned reading The case for Christ by Lee Strobel. I have finished that and started in on another of his books, The Case For a Creator. This is a truly awesome book. It discusses science in relation to God, to the bible. I am only in chapter 4, but my reaction so far is to think two things 1) that should I have kids, they are going to a christian high school, and 2) to be very angry. Here's why.

Chapter three is called Doubts about Darwinism. In it this atheist legal journalist interviews Johnathan Wells. Wells is a senior fellow with the Discovery Institute in Seattle. He went to UC Berkeley where he majored in science fields, He got his graduate degree from Yale and he has written books and been published in both science and religious magazines.

In this chapter, the author talks about 4 things he learned in school, in the 50's, that made him disbelieve in the existence of God. One is the Miller experiment. A scientist had shot electricity thru an atomsphere like the one on the primitive earth, creating amino acids, the building blocks of life, supporting scientific argument that life could have stared without the intervention of a Creator.

While reading the interview of Dr. Wells, you learn that that experiment has been debunked, but is STILL BEING TAUGHT IN SCHOOLS!!! That's why I am angry!

Dr. Wells states, "Nobody knows for sure what the early atmosphere was like, but the consensus (in the scientific community--added) is that the atmosphere was not at all like the one Miller used....Two of the leading origin of life researchers confirmed that Miller used the wrong gas mixture. And Science magazine in 1995 said that experts now dismiss Miller's experiment because 'the early atmosphere looked nothing like the Miller-Urey simulation.'" pg. 37. He goes on to say "my gripe is that textbooks still present the Miller experiment as though it reflected earth's early environment, when most geochemist's since the 1960's would say it was totally unlike Millers."

They then discuss the experiment, using the correct atmosphere, and NO AMINO ACIDS are produced, no building blocks of life. And yet, it's being taught in schools as if it were true. How misleading that is to kids who are struggling with questions!

He goes on to show that there a HUGE problems with every argument that Evolutions use to back up their theory, the holes, the misleading scientific data and the fact that most of it is still in textbooks. I am not going to retype the whole chapter, but I encourage everyone to go buy it! or borrow it from the library.

On to chapter 4, Where science meets faith. Here the interviewee is Dr. Stephen C. Meyer, who recieved his masters and his doctorate from Cambridge Univeristy in England. He states "I believe that the testimony of science supports theism...the major developments in science in the past 5 decades have been running in a strongly theistic direction...Science done right, points toward God." pg. 77 He then backs up his claim in the rest of the chapter.

Okay, back to chapter 3. In 2001, PBS ran a series called Evolution and it asserted that all known scientific evidence supports Darwinian evolution as does every reputable scientist in the world. There were 100 reputable scientists that were very upset about that and they took out a 2 page ad in a national magazine stating "a scientific dissent from darwinism." They stated "we are skeptical of claims for the ability of random mutation and natural selection to account for the complexity of life." These are scientists whose doctorate degrees came from Cambridge, Yale, Stanford, Cornell, Rutgers, Duke, and Berkeley, to list a few. The 100 included PROFESSORS from Yale Graduate school, MIT, Rice and Emory, they included the director of the Center for Computational Quantum Chemistry and scientist at the Plasma Physics lab at Princeton. A 151 page critique of the series claimed it failed to present accurately and fairly the disagreements among evolutionary biologists themselves.

This book is even more enlightening and fascinating than The case for Christ. And I can't wait to read more.

BTW, there is currently a trial happening in Penn. The school wanted science teachers to read a paragraph stated there were problems with Darwinism and that another theory, Intelligent Design, might explain those problems. It was a short paragraph and then the class focused on Darwinism and nothing else was said about Intelligent Design. Some parents didn't like that paragraph!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

A New Normal

First, Thanks Sheeshers , and anyone else who did so, for helping Central America out.

Second, A new normal.

These two poems I wrote on May 16, 2004.

Everyday
A new normal
begins for someone
For many
A different world
that becomes the new normal
the new ok
the new life
But,
the old life
is missed.



The world
returns
to normal
But...
It's a different normal
It's not
the world
we had before
It's a new normal
Where Stephan
is gone
and his killer
awaits death.


A bit of background. In April of 2004, a truly wonderful Police Officer (and guy) was shot and killed by a gang-banger who had been fairly recently released from prison. I knew Stephan and had met his beautiful children. Stephan had been the first officer killed in the history of the police department here. It devastated the community. And it took us 2-3 weeks to find the guy who did it. It was a state wide manhunt with officers from every county coming here to help us search. The killer is scheduled for trial in 2006, and it's been filed as a death penalty case.

I was struck, in May, of how life just kept on going. How most of the world had no clue about our town and it's grief. I was also struck by my life continuing, while it seemed that Michelle's (Stephan's wife) world stopped. A new normal appeared. It happens everytime someone dies, someone is a victim of a violent crime, someone is born. The old normal is remembered, like looking at an old photograph.

I bring this up because I am reading Enjoy the silence: a thirty day experiment in listening to God. On Monday night, I read day 13 (Psalms 46:1-11) This is a quote from the book: "What does 'normal' look like in a world filled with such violence pain and human tragedy?" And a paraphrase, Our 'old normal' is defind by unreality--that we can make ourselves secure in a world full of violence and uncertainty, including nature.

And this is what I wrote in response: My questions! My thoughts, 'a new normal', different but accepted after awhile, but there is no "normal" here on earth, only in Heaven, only in God's Peace. The reality of "normal" in this world is pain, loss, destruction, and violence because we are a world without God. (not all of us of course)

The book then asked that you meditate on the verse "Be still and know that I am God." I am not very good at meditating. Sitting still and just thinking isn't a strong suit of mine. And thinking of only one thing at a time is even harder. But... I put for "Be still", a clear meadow with no breeze and a mountain in the background. For "know" the meadow is filled with the presence of God, for "that I am God" the love and peace of God is there, and can be in my heart.

The whole session hit me in a big way, reminding me of all I felt a year and a half ago, and the realization that the "normal" idea is different than I originally thought of it. God, heaven, the garden of eden, His peace, that is the true normal, and everything here isn't. We can accept it, and go on living. But I know, that this world is a faded photograph and I can't wait to see the real thing. (and yes, I am aware that this could be seen as a refence to the book The Last Battle #7 in the Narnia series where it is discussed that this world is a copy of the real one, God's Heaven. I always liked that analogy)

I hope this came out clear and not like a long ramble.

God bless

Friday, October 14, 2005

Too many Hurricanes

Everyone is aware of the hurricanes that hit the U.S. I wonder how many are aware of Hurricane Stan, it hit Central America on the 1st of October. I have mentioned going to El Salvador, and it was hit pretty hard. Here is some info from the Compassion Web site.
"Tropical Storm Stan has created rainstorms and heavy flooding throughout Central America since Saturday, October 1, 2005. After making landfall along Mexico's Gulf Coast, Hurricane Stan weakened to a tropical storm. However, the devastating effects of heavy rains and flooding have created landslides and evacuations throughout the area.
And:
"As rains subside, the country of El Salvador is beginning to recover from the recent flooding due to tropical storm Stan. Though the rains have stopped, thousands of refugees are still in shelters because of the loss of their homes and personal belongings. The government of El Salvador estimates that in San Salvador alone, more than $120 million will be needed to repair drains that were damaged in the storm.
Compassion El Salvador has provided food and clothing to nearly 400 children and their families throughout the country who are in the affected areas.
Please continue to pray for the country of El Salvador as they recover from this disaster.
Compassion is already providing clean water, food, blankets, clothes, medicines and personal items. But the costs are expected to be substantial — far more than can be covered through sponsorship support alone. Donate now to the Hurricane Stan Fund. Your gift will be an incredible blessing to a sponsored child during this time of heartbreaking need. "

I know many have given to the relief efforts for Katrina/Rita, but despite whatever slowness there was in the government's response, ours is a rich country that has already raised millions for New Orleans and our government will continue to assist in the rebuilding efforts. I do not have the same confidence in the government in El Salvador. It is a much poorer country. America has Hollywood and music stars doing benefits for New Orleans, El Salvador does not. If you can help, please do, and thanks.

I have checked online and the Compassion school for Nahum, my sponsored child, is not listed among those damaged, nor is it listed among those being used for shelters, so I am assuming that he is safe and the specific area he lives in wasn't badly hit.

God bless

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Saturday Concert

My co-leader and I took 2 of our life hurts God heals girls to an all day free christian concert in Napa Valley on Saturday. It's a 3 hour drive! The other 2 girls had commitments and couldn't make it.

The 4 of us had a great time. One girl had never really been out of our county much and looking at the homes of the rich winemakers really gave her a thrill. Most of the bands had a time when they gave out autographs and the girls were eagerly standing in line to get them. The two bands I was there to see were Barlowgirl and Newsboys. I had seen Barlowgirl before, but not Newsboys, and boy are they awesome in concert!! I would definately pay to see them! Other bands included Paul Wright, StellarKart, and Skillet. One of the girls said that she would remember this experience for the rest of her life, and that just made my heart melt. Such a simple thing, spending time with them, and it means so much.

One cool thing about christian concerts is that we could leave all our stuff on the blanket and go up front near the stage for the bands we really liked and know that nothing would be missing when we got back. I dare any of you to try that at a secular concert!!!

I am currently reading The Case for Christ by Lee Strobel and it is a fantastic book. I really have a hard time putting it down. His book talks about the Gospels in historical context, how Christ is mentioned in other histories of the time. How unlike other "histories" that only have a few surviving copies, the gospels have approximately 5,000 surviving copies!!! And the world accepts the histories and denies the Gospels, go figure.

God bless.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

passports #2

I got my passport in the mail on Tuesday. The actual blue book, with a crappy picture and my name. It's cool. I was very excited! I also got some info from Compassion on the trip to El Salvador. It is still too early to get excited, because I am not going til March, and yet, it's becoming more real with the acquisition of the passport and the info from Compassion.

For anyone reading who doesn't know, compassion is a Christian organization that helps kids. I am a sponsor for 2 kids. Compassion is a COOL organization, because they feed, clothe, provide schooling and medical care, and TEACH THE KIDS ABOUT JESUS!! Their school is a christian school. My mom had sponsored a kid, a long time ago, thru a different Christian organization and they didn't teach about Jesus. She would get letters from her child talking about Hindu holidays and rituals. My kid asks me to pray that his dad will accept Jesus. Pretty cool.

I have never really talked to anyone about my sponsoring Nahum, except to my mom, because you aren't supposed to "brag" about your good works, or contributions to God's work, but because I am ACTUALLY going to El Salvador, things are a little different. I can't hide going out of the country for a week, nor can I hide my excitement. It's so different from my normal life and I can't wait. Nahum is 11 and we get to spend the day at a water park! Cool huh? He asked me a few years ago when I was going to come to visit him and I am so happy that I can go.

I have to go get a few shots and a prescription for anti-malaria pills. And be careful about drinking water. I went to the Dept. of State website and read a ton of stuff about traveling out of the country in general and to El Salvador in particular.

God Bless

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

No good ideas for a title

It seemed time to post again. I couldn't come up with a title. Maybe when I get to the end I'll have found one.

My sis-in-law is quite a piece of work. She wants her cake and she wants to eat it too. She doesn't want my bro to move on, she wants him clinging to her, waiting while she plays around and messes up her life. But someday she may want to come back to him, so he's supposed to wait. He told me she said to him, something like this, "someday when I am a Godly woman, you'll regret letting me go" How long is he supposed to wait for her to become a Godly woman? By saying that she is acknowledging that she isn't acting like a Godly woman and has no intention of doing so, until she is done having fun, her version of fun. To me, it's like thumbing your nose at God, intentionally, knowingly going against what He wants. We all know that God forgives us when we goof, but we aren't supposed to go into doing something with the attitude it's all right to do it because God will forgive me. We are supposed to try to do what God wants and avoid what doing what He dislikes.

I don't always succeed at staying on God's path, and I know I am not supposed to judge, but I can't stand her hurting my bro over and over and over and over...... again.

It's gotten chilly here in the evenings and mornings. I actually had to close the windows last night because it was cold!

I didn't find a title, so I'll stick with the one I put in there before I started typing.

God bless